28-day Challenge: day 5: Introducing my Family

From left to right: Kate, JP, Mom, Dad, Ish

To make this quick, I'll describe them according to the letters of their first names.

Kyowti, Anime lover, Talkative, Ecstatic, Loving, Energetic, Emotional, Never say Never (?)
Jolly (when he's downstairs), Playful (when he's downstairs)
Girly, Intelligent, Respected, Loving, Epitome of Cleanliness
God-fearing, Innovative, Optimistic, Very nice (a little too much), Adorable, Nice (for emphasis), Never runs out of jokes, Intelligent (sige na nga. haha)
Pretty (shhh, don't tell her), Adorable, Tactful, Really hygienic, Intelligent, Cuddly (even with no bones), Amazing (just the way she is)

28-day Challenge: Day 4: Random Ramblings

Truth? I'm tired of having to do things because it makes me feel restrained.

That's my current thought for the moment as I try to un-feel the pinching sensation all over my body. I've been more productive than usual today, helping with the laundry and doing a bit of grass-cutting. I've also done my assignment in WriPrin (just fixing the handout, really) and my other regular chores like cooking lunch and washing the dishes. But I'm not really feeling happy about it. I'm not fulfilled or anything. I'm just really tired.

I don't hate doing chores or anything. I just hate the feeling that I can't rest after doing them. I always have projects to do (academic, org or personal) and sleeping when I know that I should do them instead makes me feel guilty! And I'm at the stage where I worry about whether to sleep or do them and end up doing nothing... which consequently leads to procrastinating the next day.

I just, I really need a break. Just a short one.

I've been diligent the whole week and this day too so I deserve a bit of rest, right? (Sorry if I sound whiny) But a part of me disagrees because a part of me keeps on seeing my to-do list. Uggggggh. I'm so confusing.

Well, at the moment, I'm going to sing. Then sleep. Then wake up early and do everything else.

Oh, wait. I have another thought.

Truth? I wish I could just tell people that I don't feel too well and I need rest. But that would disappoint them so, no.

28-Day Challenge: Day 3: Fears

Why did I choose this topic again? Hahaha. 
Okay, let's get this over with.

I'm afraid, just like any other human being. 

I don't have a specific phobia, though. But instead of enumerating the things that I am afraid of, I'll write about how I approach the different aspects of "fear" instead.

Fear as in horror movies and haunted houses

I'm not a fan of all things horror but I could stand them. I mean, if my friends wanted to watch Paranormal or Final destination, I would join them (not for the movie but so I could spent time with them.) I get scared, yes, but it doesn't bother me at night. For some reason, I could push the scary feeling away.
*Fun fact: When I'm already sitting on my feet, that means I'm scared.

Fear as in nightmares

I've had a lot of nightmares growing up and I believe that they were caused by supernatural forces in our old house. :))))))))))) Yes, I grew up in a subdivision where allegedly dwarves, tiktik, mananangal and kapres lived but that's another story. Anyway, I always had scary and reoccurring dreams before and (sorry I can't share it) yun.

Fear as in the raw sensation of being afraid

I'm afraid of: being rejected, making a mistake during a bank transaction and looking like a complete idiot, being lonely, failing other people and not reaching expectations. These are simple things that target the me inside.

28-day Challenge: Day 2: Dreams

"Dreams" can refer to a lot of things.

Dreams as the short film that played in my head last night

I don't remember last night's dream so I'm just going to share a special dream that made me smile whenever I remember it. It started at a campus. I was supposedly organizing some sort of festival and I was getting stressed. Then a guy that I think I know but couldn't remember the name called me from the window of a build across where I was. I greeted him back and I felt all KV. for some reason, I knew that he was the One.

Dreams as in what I hope for the future

I want to have a writing career, publish novels and make movie adaptations of my story. Career-wise, that's what I'd like to happen in my life. But... I know how hard it is to be an accomplished writer and I know that I'm not that great and unique to be the only exception. That's why I plan to work my way up through the magazine industry.

Dreams as in far-fetched fantasies

Confession: ever since "The Little Mermaid," I wanted to be one. I want to stay in the beach, grow a tail and sing underwater!

28-day Challenge: Day 1: Current Routine

Side note: I'm supposed to be washing dishes as of the time I'm writing this but then, blogging is just so much more fun.

At the moment, I'm able to wake up a few minutes before 5:00 or 5:30.

After that, I open the television to listen to news as I do other morning rituals. I eat breakfast and take a bath. I get dressed, ladidadi. Basically, I prepare for school.

I go to school at 6:30 AM or so and hang by the Student's Park for some me time. I'd either eat or do my homework.

Classes starts at 7:30 until 12:30 but I (as of date) stay in school until 5:00/6:00 PM with my Lavoxa family.

When I get home, I try not to sleep and do productive things. This includes setting dinner and washing the dishes.

Despite my efforts to sleep early, I end up awake until 12:00/1:00/2:00 AM.

That's just my day really. I don't do much but I still lack time for a lot of things. But then again, I'd rather have this schedule rather than experience days with no sleep and peace of mind.